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vent [05 Nov 2008|09:14pm] uknow_u_loveme  college can be a lonely place when you think about it. which is why i try to never think about it.  I am surrounded by 50,000 other people around my age and about a million acquaintences.  But when i think about it, the few people that are really always there for me, the very few, are all elsewhere around the united states.  Granted they are only a phone call away, but sometimes more is needed.  People change and the people who used to be there for me aren't.  I have no one here to defend me when they know i'm right.  No one to revoke judgement.  No one that would come over in a second if i needed them to.  All i have are "best friends" who either think i'm the most selfish person they've ever met, or are too high to defend me or think about anything at all.  Thank god for the phone, and the few amazing friends that i have. other than that college is awesome, as long as you don't think about it. p.s. duno why i wrote in here after like a year and a half. had to vent. With Crayons?

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